June is half-way through, and I haven't written anything yet. Time to remedy that.
For the first time in a while, I don't really need to vent. Life is looking up. I spent some time in Seattle and Portland visiting my sister. Maybe that reminded me that there are better things out there.
My biggest fear right now, as it usually is, is being let down. After many failed attempts, I think I may have found someone I click with. Even though everything is great so far, part of me is scared of being cut out when things start going great. I'm trying to find the balance between putting myself out there and holding everything back in fear. I need to learn a balance, keep myself intriguing, mysterious. It's so hard when I fall so fast.
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